Need some advise regarding my progress

So this topic has turned into something tricky... To stop video chat is not an option for me as of now due to the long distance relationship. The semi-boners are now getting consistant day by day... had it yesterday night as well without any triggers.

@Anonymous86 I too get semi erections during texting as well with my girl friend but only when we text for a long time like when we text for more than 1 hour straight. Same as you, this semi-boners does not give any urge for M.

Really hope this does not slow down the recovery....

 

Is this someone you want to have a real intimate relationship (like being together) or just some friend on the internet? Do you get turned on all the time. Just need to understand if your situation is like mine

 

Day 14 : Yesterday night I had a long text chat of about 3 hours with my girl friend. Had a semi-boner but not that much as when we were having a video chat. Today morning I had a strong morning wood. In general, my penis looks shrunk a little and bit thin too. But the erection was strong. Stronger than the last time I had a morning wood. And the angle was also better. Previously, it would stay at 90 degrees but now it goes all the way up almost the full height. The erection was there for about 10mins and it went when I peed.

Feels great to have a strong erection without porn or any other simulation even though it looks shrunk. Anyhow, looks like I am moving in the right direction.

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The two week mark is up !!! Feeling of accomplishment of something good. Still got a long way to go. Being strong

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Day 16 : Dead
I think I am in a flatline. No movement down there for the past 2 days. No morning woods, no semi-boners during video chats. Guess it was time for it to happen.

Still it cannot pull me backwards. I will continue strong. Will not let the flatline get into my head and relapse.
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Day 17 : Have anyone been having any behavioral changes during no PMO? I feel like nowadays I get offended too quickly, get angry at silly matters, picks up a lot of arguments with my girlfriend, sometimes depressed, pain in my head etc. I don`t know if it is the withdrawal that is causing these issues or is it something else not related to noPMO. But I have not done anything different... Confused. I am having a lot of tea and coffee nowadays due to the pain in my head. Hope it goes away...

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Update : Had a bad week... I relapsed and felt disgusting but the next day the chaser caught me and I relapsed again...

I was reading this book, Hack book SPAM REMOVED (spam code #001) - REPORT TO MODERATION to stop PMO in an easier way without using will power. I had no issue with my current way of hardcore noPMO but this book got me curious and I started reading it. I don`t know why, but this book starting giving me urges and was triggering me in a bad way which led to relapse on the first day and the next day as well.

After that I understood that this book is not for me and I stopped reading the book. Now I feel light without any urges or any withdrawal effects. Back to my streak... Hope nothing else like this comes in my way again.

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Confidence is back... Morning wood is also back. No more going back to P ever. Will power.