Need some real help with this TEASING! its killing me..!!

*this is gonna be long*
okay, im in high school and need some help with this teasing thing.

There is a guy who always tease me and tried to piss me off the whole day! that guy, lets call him 'Prad', always teases me! he got this thing that drives me CRAAAAYYYZY..! he got his ways. his best friend was absent today, but when they both are together, they tease the shit out of me! i just can't do anything and feel like a looser sitting there! they call me 'gay' even though i ain't gay and they know that. they call my name in female voice that makes the whole class laugh . they have other friends that make fun of me with them.they make fun of my hair and acne . I feel like prad is jealous of me in some way and always targets me . His mission is to hurt me really bad and make me feel really really bad. like he dont joke but hurt me .
sometimes he comes really close and that is really awkward and irritating and then starts laughing.
When i say stop it, they say that they were just joking and i should chill out and then start teasing again. other times they say that you cant do anything to stop this.

The worst thing is that my best friend lets call him 'Ray', he does nothing to save me!!he just sits there laughs or comments or just looks at me . this thing is crazy and it just gets me feeling sad about myself and questioning myself 'why didnt i do something?' but i think that i should not react and this makes things worse. one day i was ignoring them and they teased me the whole day! abusing, making sexual noises and stuff like that and it hurts me and totally not healthy.

The whole day is going like this thinking about that shitty moment of embarassment and i feel like a looser and a pussy!

once he was teasing me and pressure was building up in me, anger . i thought i should walk away and his friend was standing next to me and blocking my path intentionally. i got really angry and grabbed his friend's collar and even though he was just laughing,i UNCONSCIOUSLY grabbed him to release this build up..!!then i came to my senses when everyone stopped me! i put my hands up and backed off. it was totally unlike me!i said sorry to him later. but this incident was telling me that this had to stop,i cant take it anymore,its messing with me.

everytime After all the teasing and embarassment, Ray, "my best friend" he says 'i feel so bad how they were teasing you'
i feel like punching him in his face and sayig why didnt you do ANYTHING then???!!!

i guess now i know why there are so many shootings going on in schools in america....i feel their pain. i know this is bad but i feel the pressure build up.

i dont know how to deal with this! i feel like a looser and really need some real help!
u wanna know somerhing about me, heres my journal :

www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/all-in-nofap-journal-2016.54952/#post-417735

 

Prad goes to gym and he is bulky. he is rich, gets average grades, he smokes, and thats why he says "you cant do anything"

 

yea, he can get in trouble if i tell teachers that he abuse, call me names and shit. But then his friends will be mad at me and this might get physical.
now these threats are there to hurt me, like emotionally hurt me .
these are mostly verbal but when i totally ignore them they start calling my name from the other corner of class loudly in female voice saying they want me and want my D.thats SO embarassing ! and me and my two friends sit near girls now and im just totally confused about what to do.
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they would come near me in the hallway and grope my butt or hit me in the groin and say stuff like that. they're not gay, im not gay, but they irritate me in that way!

 

you know, i got a lot of older friends who keep asking me if anyone's bothering me and i can tell them and they can beat him up. but i just tell them im okay. i dont want fight.
even if i get beat up i can fight for my self. the thing is:he will cover all this up like he was "just joking" and others will blame me for this fight.
Ray is pretty popular in our class and Prad and Ray have a lot of mutual friends. so i think Ray dont wanna sabotage his relationship with him.
Ray even brought Prad to pick me up to my house one day before new year's eve and Prad tried his tricks but i had more friends there so he didnt try for too long.

 

you know, i got a lot of older friends who keep asking me if anyone's bothering me and i can tell them and they can beat him up. but i just tell them im okay. i dont want fight.
even if i get beat up i can fight for my self. the thing is:he will cover all this up like he was "just joking" and others will blame me for this fight.
Ray is pretty popular in our class and Prad and Ray have a lot of mutual friends. so i think Ray dont wanna sabotage his relationship with him.
Ray even brought Prad to pick me up to my house one day before new year's eve and Prad tried his tricks but i had more friends there so he didnt try for too long.

hey, thnx for the advice lukas . i pour that energy into exercising,jogging, muscle building. im trying meditation too,even though i donno how to meditate

 

dude, you are totally correct. i should tell my parents about this and ask for advice. i wont talk to Prad coz i have tried telling him that he should not do that and he always tells me he's joking and then starts again.
If those guys try to do things like groping and shit again, im gonna fight them and then tell it to the Principal, i don't care if they get expelled or get in trouble. Enough is enough.
I did'nt know that me not fighting this could affect another student, till now . this has to totally stop. no new targets.!
i did'nt do anything before because i thought that namecalling and stuff is okay but now i think that ignoring just made it worse.
thnx icyweb for your help.

 

thnx man...
i guess i have settled it.
yesterday he came and sat near me and Ray. then he was talking to him . I was ignoring him to his existance. then he started irritating Ray in the middle of the class because now he's not getting any attention from me. Prad then took Ray's hand and rubbed it to his groin part. So disgusting ! Gross !
he then started laughing and then moved on to me. he said that one of his nuts was named me and other Ray. i was ignoring him but he was crossing limit now.
he started hitting my head lightly. and i tried to hit back as lightly. then he started abusing and shit and before he got any more physical, I gained courage and said the 'get up and go away..!'
then again and again raising my voice a little every time. he was still abusing like 'you piece of s**t' and the main thing that made me even more angry was when he said ' you cant do anything to stop this!' . this angered me so much that I raised my voice to a level that i was shouting at him like I was sarge and he was my piece of crap cadet.
still calling me names and abusing he gets up .
then teacher, who was taking class said 'what's going on there?'
I just told her that he was abusing and then she called him there. I said loudly 'go there!' pointing at that bench and he was still abusing slow enough that only we can hear him.
then I said again and he went there. I did'nt look in that direction once. my friends were telling me that he was still eyeballing me. i saw there and he said 'im gonna beat the shit outta' you!'

by this time I was shivering with adrenaline . last time i felt this was in the grade i did'nt even know about PMO and took stands!
after the class he met me with his friends . i knew i did'nt do anything wrong so I was bold. he grabbed my letterman jacket's collar and then started shaking me angrily saying i will beat you. I was totally calm. tgen when he was done shaking and abusing I said loudly 'beat me..!' as he was going down the stairs.
that was victory for me..!
back in class my friends started talkung about me. one girl who was skinny said that if there's a fight, she got my back . even Ray was joking about it.

Prad's friend did'nt come yesterday.
When he came today, they were talking about it in class which was after a long time after the start of the school. I was surprised to know that Prad did'nt tell him about that till that time.

Then Ray told me after the class in cafeteria that they will not do it again and that they were asking him to say that they were 'best in irritating business' .
WTF does that even mean?
okay so...im gonna see if they will stop this . If they don't , im gonna take your advice and punch the other guy in the face and tell the principal all that bullying he had been doing which will give him a lifetime lesson but that will suck ,whatever.
sry for my english im on my cell.

 

yea man.... i know and i like school better now after taking the stand against bulls**t from that idiot. thnx for showing me what it really was and how to deal with it. I originally came here seeking some moral support but i just realized that i can't let them take my kindness for weakness.