need to change direction, cant do it

HereAndThere

Fapstronaut
Hi. Relapsed again, i feel like i dont have control over myself. Its depressing.

Ive been struggling for years, trying to make peace with myself. I havent been here before, talking with people, but i did tried rebooting before, many times. Most tries lasted a week, usually until sunday when i felt bored and gave in. Most i managed was around 30 days no PMO and then porn started seeping in, though i managed 80 days no MO that time. That was nasty 50 days of in between...

Recently alot of shit was happening in my life and i think the energy i have during rebooting would help me get a grip on my life, and hopefully improve it in long term.

Im a pretty closed up person usually, but things are forcing me out of my shell in hope of improvement. I have questions, and id like to hear about other peoples experiences. Im interested in how noFap fits in the big picture, life, society, culture. Is it right? Do i have that problem or some other one? How to live with it if i have that problem?

Uhm, ill browse through the forum a bit for a start... Thanks for reading.
 
Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you.

The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
 
Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you.

The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
Well, getting regular sleep is good, being rested gives me a fighting chance. I want to think about good things in my future that NoFap might bring. I dunno... I am at zero right now and id been so for a long time. I can think of strategies but putting them to action is another story.
 
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