Need to get back

Hi!

Been a member here for a long time now, and been on and off on the nofap journy.

Lately I have changed a lot for the better with and without being on nofap. Anyways, I still want to improve, at the same time I figured that I have some problem with my erections.

I did not realise this until late, because I had not much experience. But after being a lot more confident lately, I have had the chance to have sex with a few girls. Sadly two of the times I was not able to get erect. I don't know if it was because of nervousness, because of lack of experience, or if it is because I have watched too much porn.

After the two times I have been a bit afraid with jumping into bed again with a girl. Which have made me rejecting a few girls, whos been really mad at me. I don't really think it was okey to get mad at me because I did not want sex, and it made me even less interesed in them then. But I don't want to need to reject girls because my penis is not getting erection.

So to get even better in other aspects of life too, I will try my best to fix my problem down there. Guess I will stay away from girls for a bit. Perfect time to do so in the corona-times too.