need to vent a bit

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Wario32, Oct 19, 2018.

  1. Wario32

    Wario32 Fapstronaut

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    I need help, I've done many streaks with each streak getting better and better. The improvements have been staggering, my ocd is better, got a job and got close to this girl I like.


    It seems every time I work so hard to get to this point the urgers come and knock me down. Some thing pretty traumatic happened on the weekedThat cause me to spiral.

    Started looking at P subs with , p stars with clothes on. Thats how it starts. Just looking at that a little bit is killing me but I go back. I know if I do full blown relapse it's over. I bloody hate this cycle of hell I put my self through.

    Have you guys got to this point of all most losing it all and then recovering?

    My mind is a mess right now but I'm hoping if I stop this p sub edging I'll recover quicker then a full PMO
     
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  2. Don't look at p subs with p stars. Try the monk mode and meditate friend. If you feel the urges, go work out, read a book, run etc.. dont let your mind fool you. Thoughts are like clouds. They come and they go. Don't try to fight it. Let it come, dont give to much attention and it will go eventually. Meditation will help do control your mind and fight the urges. :)
     
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  3. Wario32

    Wario32 Fapstronaut

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    I know it's wrong 100% wrong, im going to reset my counter. I was doing so well and then I let me guard down. time to try again
     

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