Hi fellow fapstronauts. I am new here and I had to join after discovering this platform in a YouTube video I watch 2 days ago.
Age: 20yrs
Here's my story...
Flashback 2010, I was just 10 years old when I stumbled upon an 18+ video being watched by my own parents in our home. Though it wasn't graphic but it did the job... however I didn't act on it and I let it pass.
Fast forward a couple of years later, I stumbled upon a video in a phone my elder brother was using... I still didn't play it, the file was corrupted but the title read 'desi p*RN star'. I still didn't act on it, however it aroused curiosity in me.
A few months later in 2014 Feb., I was just turning 14... I stumbled upon a full unclad image as I was browsing the web...that image stuck in my head and birthed every other thing that happened from then.
Though my porn usage wasn't as frequent... infact I thought it wasn't that bad... I was still an A+ student and had some love around me.
But not too long after, it began to eat deeper into me...I began to develop some tolerance...from M'ing once in 7-10 days...it grew to 5-7 days and on some very terrible days...it happened twice in one night (though not very frequently).
Just like everyone else here... I tried to stop... I couldn't. I am a Christian though, I tried to fight it with prayer...naaarh it didn't go away... I stopped using the internet for sometime but the moment I got back to using it...I would relapse.
That was when I decided I would seek help and get that help no matter what it costs...there are other small details to it but I wouldn't want to bore you...
I have decided to go on 100days challenge...the longest I have ever gone is about 20 days...but I have to do this for me.
I need an accountability partner with whom I'll do this.
I will appreciate your love and support as I begin this journey towards a better me.
Thanks
Age: 20yrs
Here's my story...
Flashback 2010, I was just 10 years old when I stumbled upon an 18+ video being watched by my own parents in our home. Though it wasn't graphic but it did the job... however I didn't act on it and I let it pass.
Fast forward a couple of years later, I stumbled upon a video in a phone my elder brother was using... I still didn't play it, the file was corrupted but the title read 'desi p*RN star'. I still didn't act on it, however it aroused curiosity in me.
A few months later in 2014 Feb., I was just turning 14... I stumbled upon a full unclad image as I was browsing the web...that image stuck in my head and birthed every other thing that happened from then.
Though my porn usage wasn't as frequent... infact I thought it wasn't that bad... I was still an A+ student and had some love around me.
But not too long after, it began to eat deeper into me...I began to develop some tolerance...from M'ing once in 7-10 days...it grew to 5-7 days and on some very terrible days...it happened twice in one night (though not very frequently).
Just like everyone else here... I tried to stop... I couldn't. I am a Christian though, I tried to fight it with prayer...naaarh it didn't go away... I stopped using the internet for sometime but the moment I got back to using it...I would relapse.
That was when I decided I would seek help and get that help no matter what it costs...there are other small details to it but I wouldn't want to bore you...
I have decided to go on 100days challenge...the longest I have ever gone is about 20 days...but I have to do this for me.
I need an accountability partner with whom I'll do this.
I will appreciate your love and support as I begin this journey towards a better me.
Thanks
