New and in need

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction Recovery' started by extra.acc10, Feb 12, 2019.

  1. extra.acc10

    extra.acc10 Fapstronaut

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    Hey all, I'm a 17 year old boy and i have a few concerns...

    1) I have been watching porn since 12
    2) I have porn induced fetishes since 13
    3) I have been facing a lot of problems getting erect and obtaining actual pleasure from masturbation these days
    4) I still fap everyday without pleasure (idk why)
    5) I am never really aroused, but always feel the need to fap/masturbate/cum
    6) When i accepted my fetishes and tried using them to gain erection, even still I failed to obtain pleasure
    7) The only way i'm getting good pleasure is fetish porn
    8) I am very concerned about the size of my penis and how it could affect my real sexual life (it's only 5.5 inches when aroused)
    9) I am not able to focus at anything and always distracted by bad (not normal) sexual thoughts
    10) If it is ok to post, I have all submissive fetishes like feet, cbt, joi, cei and many more :(

    I need an out from this life and need to find new meaning to life
    My email Id is in the comment section

    Please reach me personally as well as here, I am not able to control despite knowing the ill effects of pornography...

    I will be able to control i think if there is constant support (daily, hourly) telling me to abstain and promising me a better life without porn

    Please help...
     
  2. extra.acc10

    extra.acc10 Fapstronaut

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    I will need 2 days to uplaod email id since i'm new... please help ASAP
     
  3. soulrebel

    soulrebel Fapstronaut

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    hey, first of all i think you are very smart for realizing this problem at a young age. You did the right thing by coming on here. Ill be the first to tell you that a real life awaits you when you quit this addiction. All pornography does is cloud your eyes so that you can't see the world for the true beauty it has. It gives you a second of bliss. then after you feel like trash. Im going to tell you something i wish i told my 17 year old self. PMO is only 5 minutes of pleasure. When you quit pmo you go through days of emotional pain. But once you get through that is a life full of pleasure. Im 20 year's old. Had i been on a streak since i was your age i would've been so much better off then where i am right now. Make the commitment right now. And now that porn is only temporary pleasure at the cost of life long pleasure. I know you will succeed.
     
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  4. extra.acc10

    extra.acc10 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks a lot buddy, means a lot to me... I did try leaving it before, but never made it beyond 15 days coz i never knew about this great website...
    I feel a lot more confident this time...
    I just hope that this support that's coming never stops... :)