komorebi
Fapstronaut
Hello, NoFap community!
I'm since yesterday starting a 90-days hard mode challenge! I'm so excited!
So far, I'm feeling strong; I had some urges, but I have been experimenting with the concept of "urge surfing", and my girlfriend has been very supportive.
My story with PMO is long. I'm a millennial that was introduced to P during my school years. I used to consume it daily and didn't even consider whether it was right or wrong or the effects it would have on me. All my male friends were doing it, and there was even social pressure to consume and MO.
Later in life, I got into spirituality and self-growth and realised that I did not want P in my life; hence I tried to quit. Then I realised I had an addiction and how powerless I was to quit.
Later I got into a long-term relationship, and we experimented with Karezza. It helped a lot. However, as years passed, I resorted to PMO as a way of escape whenever I was pressed hard by life circumstances.
For the last 2/3 years, PMO has been happening for me once or twice a month, so being busy with work and life, I learnt "to live with it", to which I feel guilty
In the last six months, though, PMO has increased to once a week, which is not sustainable and destroyed at times, my well-being
I'm done with it for good. I feel so grateful there are so many resources out there, and I'm so thankful to the NoFap community. I am looking forward to becoming an active member!
No matter what happens, my will persists and is more powerful!
Cheers to all
I'm since yesterday starting a 90-days hard mode challenge! I'm so excited!
So far, I'm feeling strong; I had some urges, but I have been experimenting with the concept of "urge surfing", and my girlfriend has been very supportive.
My story with PMO is long. I'm a millennial that was introduced to P during my school years. I used to consume it daily and didn't even consider whether it was right or wrong or the effects it would have on me. All my male friends were doing it, and there was even social pressure to consume and MO.
Later in life, I got into spirituality and self-growth and realised that I did not want P in my life; hence I tried to quit. Then I realised I had an addiction and how powerless I was to quit.
Later I got into a long-term relationship, and we experimented with Karezza. It helped a lot. However, as years passed, I resorted to PMO as a way of escape whenever I was pressed hard by life circumstances.
For the last 2/3 years, PMO has been happening for me once or twice a month, so being busy with work and life, I learnt "to live with it", to which I feel guilty
In the last six months, though, PMO has increased to once a week, which is not sustainable and destroyed at times, my well-being
I'm done with it for good. I feel so grateful there are so many resources out there, and I'm so thankful to the NoFap community. I am looking forward to becoming an active member!
No matter what happens, my will persists and is more powerful!
Cheers to all 
; spending time away from home, which is a trigger for me whenever I have an urge storm helps.