Hello everyone, Name's Francis, and I recently had several things happen in my life that made me rethink my spiraling situation. For the past four years, I've wasted my school days away being introverted and shy, and never really got anywhere with girls. Now at a recent age of 24, I realized that I had to change quick since I've noticed that I've been slowly becoming more and more depressed. I felt sick of living and no motivation to anything whatsoever. Everything I did was just because I had to. I had no personal enjoyment in doing the stuff I did. Well, since tumblr recently blocked porn, the year is ending, and I still have that little bit of motivation left within me, I decided that its time for me to change; a kind of resolution for the coming year, I suppose. I want to be more sociable, think clearer and be less depressed. I let go of tumblr porn, porn-surfing, and started going for jogs in the park to get fit again. I started trying to learn another language just to get my brain thinking more. Hopefully, you guys will support me as I go through this hurdle.. I plan on keeping a diary here so that I can see my progress. Thanks.