@LarryTheCableGuy101 and @Nicko Stretch I have been super honest and open with him about it and where it stems from. I try very hard to make sure he knows that this is a me problem, not a legitimate judgement of his character. I also share that the irrationality of it all is very frustrating for me and that I really don't want to cling to this thought process. I put in a lot of effort into watching my actions and reactions to this. It may work out or it may not, but I am willing to try. Also been looking into CBT and DBT therapy in order to actually work through this and every other issue I have lol.