Hello fellow NoFap-ers! First off, I find this element of sharing really weird, so please bear with me. My story is probably much the same as that of other more experienced community members. I have been watching Porn for over a decade and in the darkest times I would go to extreme stuff. I realized something is wrong maybe 2 years ago when after a usual session I realized I am repulsed by the same video I just used to orgasm. I though to myself "This is wrong! I shouldn't feel like this if its okay." Circumstances didn't allow me to address this for a long time. I finally educated myself a bit more, about 6 months ago, finding about the NoFap community and science behind porn addiction. I even read some Tao. Then I attempted, about a dozen times, to quit by myself. I admit each attempt was half-hearted and my longest streak so far would be around 10 days. These attempts did have some effect, reducing my sessions to ones every few days. Recently I became aware that many of my habits and activities are focused on high-dopamine release, which then results in no desire to do the stuff that my sentient self actually wants to do. Hence why in the dawn of 2020 I will try to eliminate the biggest threat to my better self, porn. As per the caption I am starting a 90 days of Hard Mode. I am picking this mainly because its the standard but also because it fits my personality. I am an all in type a guy. I expect to have barely any trouble in the first week, mainly because of my past failures. I read the "Getting Started with NoFap" and already have picked some strategies to keep the urges at bay. I plan on making my browsers porn repellent by the end of the day. Hopefully this will be enough but if not I will keep you posted as I struggle along. Thank you for caring for another Fapstranauts' struggles and good luck in your own Reboots!