WasteonurFace
Fapstronaut
Sup guys. I have been researching this for about a month now and it looks as if it has extreme benefits. I've looked at a lot of success stories as well as relapses. My intent is not to approach this as a challenge but rather as a way of life.
I'm 31 and I stumbled across my dads porn stash when I was 11. So yea, about 20 years. I haven't experienced erectile dysfunction or even had a problem getting women. No problems in the bedroom whatsoever and my woman is hot and likes to have sex regularly. My problem is I got obsessed with porn and jacking off so much that I would have sex with the intention of taking video/pics just to jack off to my own porn. It was like my little trophies. I realized I was seeing women as objects and pretty much analyzing them all in the best way to achieve my sexual desire. I wasted hours of my time masturbating watching videos, and analyzing photos. I would even have sex and then go pull up porn and masturbate for a couple hours.
I've got a lot of ideas and dreams and once I start I always procrastinate on moving forward. I just wouldn't feel like putting the plan into action. I was super lazy. I always had time for porn though.
I have now realized this is really destructive behavior and happy I've come across this movement. Right now I haven't masturbated since August 27th. The second day I felt the urge REALLY bad but I didn't do it. Instead I took all the nudes I have out of my gallery on my phone. I've deleted Snapchat, IG, Tumblr, anything with sexually suggestive material. That has made it a lot easier.
Glad to be here and I'll definitely be posting a journal going more in depth about things I've experienced.
I'm 31 and I stumbled across my dads porn stash when I was 11. So yea, about 20 years. I haven't experienced erectile dysfunction or even had a problem getting women. No problems in the bedroom whatsoever and my woman is hot and likes to have sex regularly. My problem is I got obsessed with porn and jacking off so much that I would have sex with the intention of taking video/pics just to jack off to my own porn. It was like my little trophies. I realized I was seeing women as objects and pretty much analyzing them all in the best way to achieve my sexual desire. I wasted hours of my time masturbating watching videos, and analyzing photos. I would even have sex and then go pull up porn and masturbate for a couple hours.
I've got a lot of ideas and dreams and once I start I always procrastinate on moving forward. I just wouldn't feel like putting the plan into action. I was super lazy. I always had time for porn though.
I have now realized this is really destructive behavior and happy I've come across this movement. Right now I haven't masturbated since August 27th. The second day I felt the urge REALLY bad but I didn't do it. Instead I took all the nudes I have out of my gallery on my phone. I've deleted Snapchat, IG, Tumblr, anything with sexually suggestive material. That has made it a lot easier.
Glad to be here and I'll definitely be posting a journal going more in depth about things I've experienced.
