New girl on day 2

Hi everyone! I originally heard of NoFap through a couple on YouTube who both had success with the program. While I was able to relate, I didn't feel I had a problem at the time and also did not want to give up porn anyways.

I am a 26 year old female who has been masturbating and watching porn for about a decade. I never considered it to be a problem until recently.
I have decided to address this issue and I am on day 2!

Ever since I started watching porn I have used it as a way to procrastinate. I find myself trying to make time to masturbate, regardless of what else I should be doing.
It has caused me to be late to a plethora of events/activities/get togethers.

I recently quit my job and have been unemployed for about a month. Now more than ever I find myself engaging in PMO just because I can (for example when I have the house to myself) I feel as if I have to whenever I have the opportunity even if the sexual urge may not be there. I have been engaging in longer viewing sessions over and over for hours. Often wasting the better part of an entire day.

I have a great sex life with a long term FWB and in this last month I notice I am having a harder time reaching orgasm during sex, and sometimes needing to fantasize about scenes from porn to assist me. I am worried I have caused some nerve damage or desensitization and if so I hope to reverse it.
I also find that during my PMO sessions I am now almost always watching porn that is on the extreme end of things I am into.
I find myself looking forward to watching porn as much as I look forward to having sex.

I have decided to attempt a 90 day reboot where I will abstain from PM, I plan to continue having sex/orgasms with my partner because I feel this is not a part of my problems.
I am excited to see what changes I experience and to see how my sex life improves over the course of this journey.

 

Yes I always felt so embarrassed when it would make me late! No more of that!

 

Thanks! So far I am keeping it up!

 

Day 4 is coming to an end and it's already becoming more of a challenge than expected. Experienced the chaser effect pretty hard last night after having sex. And also have been watching tv with a lot of sex in it (not on purpose though.) The desire for P is not too strong but it is definitely there for MO. I refuse to give in now though especially so soon!