Hello, English is not my first language so i'll probably make some mistakes, let me know if i do... I'm Exadict, i'm 19, i'm addicted to masturbation since i have 8/9 years old and to porn at 12yo. I want to stop it because my life is awful: i'm completely alone, i have no occupation, i love womens but i can't talk to them without having any porn scene in my head wich is really bad when you want to create an healthy relation with them. Unfortunately, i've never kissed a girl, i'm still virgin of course and i think it's related at my porn addiction because when i think about it i see that some girls sended me some signs in the past but like an idiot i've couldn't interpret them and i think it's because my porn addiction blinded me... what do you think about it? I've already try to stop it alone but i can't, i relapsed so many times, i didn't even go througt the third day however i began doing exercice, i take cold showers, i've started to read a book and i'm really motivate but i can't go throught the third day so i think i need help... that's why i'm here.