Hi all, I’ve just recently discovered this wonderful community and I’m looking out for some advice or insights as to how I tackle my specific issue. I’m 32 years old and have been addicted to porn since I was 17. Last 2 years I’ve developed a pretty serious case of PIED which has been getting worse with time. I was always living in denial and thought that I could stop whenever I wanted to. My wife has no idea what I’m going through and i can’t open up to her because she would blame herself completely and it would devastate her. She’s baby crazy right now and really wants to start a family but for the life of me I’m not able to maintain an erection. I went to a doc and he prescribed Tadalafil. However, I know that the problem has a much more deep rooted cause because now that I have decided to try and reboot i have come to realise the extent of my addiction. I lasted 2.5 days and then immediately relapsed today. Now I feel guilty as I am letting my wife down and I don’t know how to remedy this situation. I have started working out daily and I have a pretty healthy diet. But I don’t know how to beat this addiction. The more I try and avoid PMO the stronger the urge. What I would like to ask the community is, should I use the Tadalafil till my wife gets pregnant and then start a hard reboot? Or should I do a 30 day reboot and then maybe use Tadalafil if needed to help my wife conceive? I’m not sure how if I can convince my wife to wait for for 90-100 days cause I've been giving her excuses for almost 3-4 months now and she will go in to a deep depression and that’s the last thing I want as I already feel miserable enough. Your advice would be much appreciated.