Hey all. Been following the NoFap for a couple months now. Just relapsed and feeling pretty low. I'll try not to bore you but basically. - Started on porn young (14 ish) and by 20 was on pretty hardcore fetish stuff usually twice a day (didn't realize it was a problem) - Lost virginity late (22) suffered from DE during it. (thought it was due to nerves as I'm a pretty anxious person at the best of times haha. - Finally got into a great relationship with a girl 3 months ago (im 25 now). We've had sex twice and both times i failed to orgasm during sex. I think I have mild ED but its mostly the DE that is causing me concern. I am attracted to her and sex is fun and exciting but its almost like I have trained my brain only to orgasm in certain circumstance (eg. my hand, fetish porn) - So found out about Nofap and it turns out I am like a lot of you and didn't realise the damage porn was doing. - Tried Nofap made it 7 days straight away then relapsed, then 3, 5, 3, 6 and now 3 again. Due to the coronavirus situation I wont be seeing my gf for a while and my goal is to do at least 2 weeks nofap to see if it helps my DE. Just wanted some reassurance that I'm on the right course. I find it hard not to relapse after a few days. The urges build up and I end up looking on facebook at a porn model page (stupid i know). To be fair since i started nofap I've been happier overall and have stronger erections/ orgasms from P during relapses. So steps going forward for me 1 Join this site rather than lurk. 2 Install porn blockers (I realize the strength must come from within but it helps) 3 DO NOT LOOK at any pictures or social media profiles. What do you guys think? I hope its not too bad as i don't think I have the death grip i was always pretty light on my penis when fapping. And like i said during sex it feels good just not enough to trigger that internal O switch if you know what i mean. Anyway thanks for taking your time to read this despite the crap grammar. Good luck and god bless you all.