Well, porn huh. I guess I should probably tell you first that I'm only a 16 year old male and that PMO has almost completely destroyed my life. I never thought I'd ever do anything like this but I gotta get this weight off my chest becuase I truly and unconditionally want a future. Believe it or not I started to masurbate when I was 12, ya 12 years old, that's a whole 4 years of this. But making things worse is the fact that I'm a homeschooler so everything that a public schooler has to go through in dealing with masurbation is about 10x as worse for me. Not only have I fell pretty far behind in school and shut out about all the friends I have, but I rarely even talk to my family anymore, and I live in the same house as they do! All I do all day long is sit in front of my phone, time flys by as I watch my peers, dreams, and friends move along and progress day and night. But me, nope just sitting down and jerking it to somebody who I dont even know. It's now about to be my junior year and I'm just finishing up my freshman year. I cannot go on like this. Dont worry though, suicide has never been on my radar. I NEED to live again and retake back my life. But I've completely realised I cannot do this alone. If it isnt much to ask, please support me, I need it more than I ever have in my life. Thanks.