New here, pretty young but I hope this will set my life straight.

RabidPersona

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Well, porn huh. I guess I should probably tell you first that I'm only a 16 year old male and that PMO has almost completely destroyed my life. I never thought I'd ever do anything like this but I gotta get this weight off my chest becuase I truly and unconditionally want a future. Believe it or not I started to masurbate when I was 12, ya 12 years old, that's a whole 4 years of this. But making things worse is the fact that I'm a homeschooler so everything that a public schooler has to go through in dealing with masurbation is about 10x as worse for me. Not only have I fell pretty far behind in school and shut out about all the friends I have, but I rarely even talk to my family anymore, and I live in the same house as they do! All I do all day long is sit in front of my phone, time flys by as I watch my peers, dreams, and friends move along and progress day and night. But me, nope just sitting down and jerking it to somebody who I dont even know. It's now about to be my junior year and I'm just finishing up my freshman year. I cannot go on like this. Dont worry though, suicide has never been on my radar. I NEED to live again and retake back my life. But I've completely realised I cannot do this alone. If it isnt much to ask, please support me, I need it more than I ever have in my life. Thanks.
 
Well buddy you do need to get your life back. I homeschool my kids and I started about the time you did so I know where you're at. You've got to block your phone and you've got to get involved in something outside of the technology world, maybe even something like joining the military when you graduate from school.

You've come to the right place. You can also start a reboot log https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php#reboot-logs.8

Try and talk to and help and encourage as many other people as you can you will learn a lot and you will learn that you are not so bad off, and that your life is just begun and you can make a change and live your life to the fullest.
 
Well, porn huh. I guess I should probably tell you first that I'm only a 16 year old male and that PMO has almost completely destroyed my life. I never thought I'd ever do anything like this but I gotta get this weight off my chest becuase I truly and unconditionally want a future. Believe it or not I started to masurbate when I was 12, ya 12 years old, that's a whole 4 years of this. But making things worse is the fact that I'm a homeschooler so everything that a public schooler has to go through in dealing with masurbation is about 10x as worse for me. Not only have I fell pretty far behind in school and shut out about all the friends I have, but I rarely even talk to my family anymore, and I live in the same house as they do! All I do all day long is sit in front of my phone, time flys by as I watch my peers, dreams, and friends move along and progress day and night. But me, nope just sitting down and jerking it to somebody who I dont even know. It's now about to be my junior year and I'm just finishing up my freshman year. I cannot go on like this. Dont worry though, suicide has never been on my radar. I NEED to live again and retake back my life. But I've completely realised I cannot do this alone. If it isnt much to ask, please support me, I need it more than I ever have in my life. Thanks.

Hey dude, I'm quite sure you will find support here (That's the main reason of this forum anyway Haha'), but know that only YOU can change YOUR life. Now, do you have any objective? You need to have some otherwise you won't be getting anywhere since if you don't know where you want to get you can measure your progress
 
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