Hey there! Although I don't suffer from "porn" addiction I suffer from something just as bad if not worse. I masturbate to pictures of instagram models and it's been getting increasingly worrying (from having to see an always greater amount of pictures to start being aroused to not even getting erections some times.) It has become an escape of sorts for not confronting my problems and tasks, as soon as I encountered some difficulty I often gave up and just started masturbating. I also have ADHD so this constant search for novelty is something I'm attracted to by nature. However, this destroys my productivity by eating away huge portions of my day and diminishes my ability to focus. Not to mention that I failed to get an erection the other day when I brought a girl home for the first time (might be nervousness too tbh) but I really think it's in part due to my brain expecting a huge dopamine rise for it to signal to my penis to be aroused. I tried this a few times on my own (nofap) but always failed. I hope the sense of community and the friendly challenges will make me more successful this time. A big problem I face is that I'm home alone most of the time. I moved to a new city to study music and live in a pretty small town with nothing to do except practice (or fap that is). I have similar problems with internet addiction but installed cold turkey to counteract that at least. I hope I can make friends here!
