my name is mike, been dealing with porn for about 20 years and i want it completely gone from my life. Im 2 months clean so far but definitely need help to push further!
I grew up with an alcoholic dad who was very verbally abusive, we've even gotten into physical stuff as well, but porn was basically a coping mechanism for me. It came into my life at 12 but it just got worse the older i got. Id just hide away in my room not wanting to go anywhere or do anything and watching porn was the one thing that i wanted to do. I tried relationships but once i was cheated on i wanted to just stay clear of them. Now im with my fiance for almost 5 years and shes been the only thing that has kept me grounded and had my head on the right, narrow path i wanted to be on.