stefivansiswanto
New Fapstronaut
Hi, my name Ivan.
I'm 22 y.o
Now i'm working part time as web developer.
At early age in 13 y.o i discovered porn at internet in image of naked actress.
Then, there was upside down as my desire to watch porn, sometimes or not and feel it not really urgency.
Fast forward 3 month ago, i discovered that masturbate at first time. Maybe im to innocent at early time and not experiment it as to try ejaculate. It feels very satsifying at first time and more day over, I done it many time maybe 2-3 days each one ejaculate.
But i find guilty doing that, because it make my life stumble, as sometimes i fell weak and stressfull. Doing masturbate and ejaculate remove that things easily and make me instantly happy.
But what cost? my life suddenly degrade at this moment. Especially in this time i earned so much accelarated in career as part timer job. I think if i not stop it, will take me down every aspect in my life.
Hopefully it will be good to share with you guys. So let's be changed
I'm 22 y.o
Now i'm working part time as web developer.
At early age in 13 y.o i discovered porn at internet in image of naked actress.
Then, there was upside down as my desire to watch porn, sometimes or not and feel it not really urgency.
Fast forward 3 month ago, i discovered that masturbate at first time. Maybe im to innocent at early time and not experiment it as to try ejaculate. It feels very satsifying at first time and more day over, I done it many time maybe 2-3 days each one ejaculate.
But i find guilty doing that, because it make my life stumble, as sometimes i fell weak and stressfull. Doing masturbate and ejaculate remove that things easily and make me instantly happy.
But what cost? my life suddenly degrade at this moment. Especially in this time i earned so much accelarated in career as part timer job. I think if i not stop it, will take me down every aspect in my life.
Hopefully it will be good to share with you guys. So let's be changed
