I'm new here, and posting here because I use porn to deal with loneliness and depression, I don't even use porn to masturbate or watch videos, I just use it to alleviate and distract myself from feelings of loneliness and depression. As soon as I feel those feelings coming on, I go to the internet and look at photographs of naked women and it makes the feelings go away. It's an addiction and I don't know how to stop, except that I read in the Getting Started book that one way is to feel your feelings and not try to escape from them. That sounds scary as hell, sitting here with those feelings, especially during the Christmas season since I am divorced and dealing with not being with my family pretty much for the first time. Even though I have a new partner who is great, she's away and I am alone and even though I'm old I'll probably have Christmas with my mother and my sister. Anyway, thanks for letting me share, and I'm encouraged by knowing there are others here. Best wishes to all for the holidays.