New member! & I really want to change.

I really want to change I have been struggling for a really long time now and it has destroyed my life I just can't be happy and I'm depressed and I just want to be the best me that I can possibly be any time that I've gotten with a girl these past three years I've been very disappointed and they have also been pretty upset I just can't perform well and I'm not rock hard at all if I do get hard and these girls are you know I find them pretty so why am I having trouble I'm joining nofap because I really do think that this is important for me to begin this journey for a new me a better me a successful me I have a girl in my life that I am madly in love with her I love her to death with all my heart and she feels the same about me however it's really hard for me to do what needs to be done when the time comes and it usually just leaves us feeling both awkward and we we have been on and off 4 years and I just I really want to show her that I can be the man she deserves and hopefully through nofap I can live a happy life and have a happy sex life my future depends on this everything has been the worst for me and I really really really do think that nofap is the way to go I decided to make an account today but I've been watching videos and reading a lot of success stories from people on nofap that it inspired me to make a change im 24 years old and i just want the old me back!! Thank u guys in advance for any kind words or advice or stories..

 

I hate my life..... i really dont want to hate ir anymore or be depressed i just want to be happy

 

Thank u friend. For the longest time i thought there was no hope for me but now after seeing so many people all different ages who relate to me but have had success it gives me hipe thank u agin for the kind words and solid advice i will make aure to be more active!