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  1. Igaleksus

    Igaleksus Fapstronaut

    Hey, everybody. I'm from Russia. 25 y.o. My greatest period of abstinence is something about two or three months (i lived then in a monastery). There was a huge increase of sexual tension, disappearance of shame, i became more creative and so on. I often talk to myself, trying to explane, that I do not need PM(o), I set myself up to leave this habit, created lists with the benefits of living without PMO for me, and with the shortcomings of life with PMO, i was looking for some deep motivation to quit, the motivation such strong, that could hold me from watching porn and masturbate in the moment of weakness (which is always coming). But the truth is, that everything always coming to start (if you know what i mean). I just can't resist lust (relapsing again and again), it's stronger than me, and it's very sly thing. When i'm alone, thinking some depressional thoughts (sometimes even suicidal), and got nothing to do, even if i resist a lot, the desire is always win, and sooner or later, i just follow it, even if i know, that i have an opportunity to stop. And then relapse happens, and i'm here again, ashamed, weak, dispaired. How long should it continue? Will i finally beat this habbit? I hope so, but for now, i feel myself really weak in face of PMO. Found this community, looking for support, and hope that it become new beginning in my life. Thank you!
     
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  2. vxlccm

    vxlccm Fapstronaut

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    Welcome. Glad you are here. You will be amongst friends. You've got a good handle on English for someone from Russia.. good job.

    Lust is hard to resist in a 1-on-1 fight. Find other things. Transmutation of that natural energy is something that has helped me a lot. Be creative and let your soul shine through.
     
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  3. Igaleksus

    Igaleksus Fapstronaut

    Thank you!
     
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  5. Protagoras

    Protagoras Fapstronaut

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    We are weak alone with PMO. In community we can fight it!!!
     
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