New person

It used to just be porn but has grown to (or should I say degenerated) to prostitutes. Whereas I used to be damaging myself through everything I read about, now I'm putting myself at risk for STDs and harming my finances. In short, I'm in a pretty bad way.

True, I am on a streak, but the same pattern started this morning: as usual my dream right before I woke up. Thankfully, I only remember one woman from the dream, but the visual image just happens to be one of my "favorites" from porn.

I'm trying something new to break the old pattern, and this is one of them. How does the panic button work? I'm afraid it won't work for real if I click to see, kinda like calling 911 to ask what 911 is. Do you use it when you're about to M or when you start getting aroused or when? Maybe just when you can't seem to hit the breaks or do a U-turn?