MaskedMan98
Fapstronaut
Hello everyone, i have been doing nofap for 13 days now, I have many questions and confusion, I am 20 years old, i have been first exposed to porn at 12 years old, i was not addicted to it and i rarely masturbated to it, instead i would use my imagination, My penis used to be extremely sensitive to the point if it comes in contact with anything i would get an erection, Anyway, days pass and i got addicted to porn, it gave me massive spikes of dopamine that my brain fed on for 8 years. I wont lie i felt my penis change by the passage of time, the more i PMO'd the worse it got. But as long as i was able to get hard and look at porn, nothing stopped me, i was foolish. My highest nofap streak was in 2017 and lasted 29 days, relapsed at the end of that day. Today, i still get morning wood here and there, and when that happens my penis is rock hard so im not worried about the functionality of my penis. But i am in a long distance relationship and during these past 13 days i have been doing nofap, me and my girlfriend would engage in phone sex, I want to know if that is considered relapsing.. I also want to add that i used to masturbate with tissue paper, no lube. But i was very aware of the risks of aggresive use and its dangers, i was always gentle using my penis never aggressively masturbated. But penis skin would get irritated by the friction of the tissue papers, Would that have done me any harm? Also, I tried to masturbate very softly today and i didnt feel any stimulation, my penis was too flaccid. I do get hard when my girlfriend says certain stuff, or if i need to pee, but not from physical stimulation, or imagination am i experiencing flatline?. I need advice from anyone with similar experience. Depending on the replies i will decide if i will continue counting the streak or start counting over from january 1st and consider phone sex a relapse.
Thanks everyone and happy to meet you all
Thanks everyone and happy to meet you all
