New rebooting after long drowning

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Sami77, Mar 27, 2020.

  1. Sami77

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    Before 6-7 months,i lost my commitment and ended up relapsing repeatedly after long successful streak that lasted nearly 120 days,i guess i completely consumed most of PMO genres and upgraded my fapping to the fantasizing level "god have mercy on me", eventually i’m back again and i’m willing to never ever cross that line again. of course my urges Have superpowers that’s goes beyond my optimism , but i’m hoping to survive and back to a healthy non-brainfogging miserable life started from now day 1. So...
    Wish me luck
     
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    Day 1,2 ended well, day 3 i relapsed bc i had a joint, this Quarantine thing is not really helping me, of course i should do hobbies, warm up with some push-ups or reading a book, but staying home is too lazy for that.
    Bad news is i got migraine and brain fog which means " i've hit bottom"
    Anyway,,2 days streak i'm trying my best here and i can use some ted talk from u guys
     
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    Day 9
    I'm keeping myself busy with home duties since we're in Quarantine, but still doing my old habits: playing video games, staying bed for time long enough to trigger me and also i'm still suffering from daily headache waves which is good according to the articles about the withdrawal symptoms.
     
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    Day 11
    I felt a little anxiety and depression and no absolute desire for chatting, also i skipped watching tempting movies and watched news and documentaries for change and that's bored me to death
    Thanks to john wick for the excitement.
     
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    Day 13
    I stopped by an ex sexpartner house by accident and that brought me a hot memories. Being single is sucks but i have to live with it for 90 days minimum.
    Good thing is i have nephews to play with'em during this boring quarantine, it's really helping.
     
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    Day 14
    As i'm completing 2 weeks now
    I turned off
    an offer to back to meaningless relationships again.
    I'm so proud of myself and i wish me a good healthy life
     
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  7. Sed

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    I also wish you a good healthy life.
    Keep on fighting man! The path is long and hard but gaining control of your self is worth all the fight!!
     
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    Thanks :)
     
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    You'll made it brother.
     
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    Day 19
    I missed writing my daily basis bc i was extremely busy.
    I still have heavey urges, but again i tasted what life looks like when u r trying to kick bad habits.
    I had a really great conversations with several strangers Includes lunatics who sticks with there toxic opinions.
    Anyway, here i am. Signing my smile and wish u a hell of a good streaks
     
  11. Ghabbbyyyy

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    Your updates are inspiring. Keep up the good work brother. Hopefully we both are able to hit our 90 day target :)
     
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  12. Beni@

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    Today is my 15th day of nofap
    I started from 6 April 2020 before that my life was hell, I masterbated more than thousand times and I watched infinite number of porn videos.
    But from 6th April 2020 (the birth anniversary of lord Mahavira ) I take a inflexible resolution to start a new life without porn and masterbation.
    Today i successfully completed my 15 days.
     
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    Compared to what's coming
    I can tell u those 15 days deserves a diamond, keep ur hopes up and don't stop.
    Ur life is getting better and better.
     
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    Thank you, i only get inspiration from you guys.
     
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    Day 20

    I had a very nasty wet dream idk why! 2-3 hours later i woke up with a giant splash. I'm very surprised cuz this is the second time since puberty so i felt absolutely no guilt bc my body released all those stacked loads in a natural way, i only worried from headache and nothing else.
    Have a good day fellas
     
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    Thank you, i don't think i'm that good, but thanks i'm flattered
     
  17. Ghabbbyyyy

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    Wet Dreams are a blessing in disguise. You get wet dreams due to excessive build up of semen, so your body naturally releases it. Unless ur fantasising before going to bed, I would not worry about it. Keep up the good work brother. Looking forward to your daily updates :)
     
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  18. Sami77

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    Looking forward for your upgrades too
     
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  19. Beni@

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    Thank bro namaste , now I never ever look back. I am feeling good now ,my past is so bad, I ruined my past precious 5 years in this hell. I selected in government job in jaipur india. Now I want to live my life with full of joy full of confidence and a social life.
     
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    Congratulation on ur new job, this is an opportunity to gain some new friends,relations,passion. don't waste it and be passionate about it.
    cheers
     
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