New site old problems

Hello all. I've heard of your site for years and figured I'd give it a try. I guess intros are in order. Im 22 years young and live in the good Ole USA. I'm currently a welder/operator in a manufacturing plant. In my free time I love to get out and shoot guns, go off-roading, and I absolutely love running. I am a Christian. Now that the usual stuff is outta of the way here comes the hard stuff. (Pun intended) I've been watching porn and mbing since I was 17 yrs old. In those nearly 6 years, I've not gone more than 3-4 days my best was 2 weeks when I first started and the best as of this year is 4 or 5 days I think. I've been trying to beat this on my own, have read books on it, prayed hard, tried to distract myself, nothing's working. I want to be done with Porn, masturbation, orgasm all of it! But I've finally accepted that I can't do this on my own. I need a support group. I already know of some benefits of quitting but i can't seem to motivate my self to stop. Guess I don't hate it enough. I'm asking for help. I want to be free. I had a tough year last year. Broke off an engagement ,went through financial issues alcoholism..... but none of that matters I've fixed those other issues. I have made this year MY YEAR. I want to be free. I literally messed up like 10 minutes ago and decided, well maybe I'll try this out couldn't hurt. Any help is appreciated. Forgive the long intro.

Sincerely,
Buck