New to NoFap seeking advice !!

Wassup guys, I am new to Nofap and I'm seeking advice. I read about the reboot process and seen the forum thought but was debating on joining.

Im 28, I have a fetish for facesitting and eating pussy. This went on for a few years then I started watching the femdom facesitting. From there I been with women who were into it & we enjoyed that play.

Now I don't see the particular woman who would indulge in the fetish with me. I met new women who weren't into it as much or who were but required penetration as well. This is where the problem start.

I couldn't get as erect as I was when she's sitting on my face, I'd have to go back down on her and come back up. Sometimes I do be erect but I don't cum as hard as I would from being finished by her in the 69 position.

I haven't been watching the facesitting porn but I have had a date where I was offered sex but was hesitant about. I am usually avoiding sex if she wants penetration but more enthused if she aggressively wanting to sit on my face. I can't go down on every woman to get hard or make her aggressively sit on my face.

I'm open for advice, please help me. Thanks guys