New to NoFap

Hello fellow fapstronauts! I have known about this community before but never really registered. I went on my first reboot months ago and it lasted around 3 or 4 weeks. It was definitely very difficult.

Yesterday I realized for the first time in my life that I have been addicted to porn/sex since I was 8 years old, when I was exposed to it for the first time.

Now as an adult I have been living a double life and has taken a toll on myself, ragging from anxiety to guilt and compulsive actions that I regret doing.

I never understood why I was having anxiety until I realized that my actions were not normal to others, there was something not right with my rituals. I am a porn addict.

Today is my first day, I hope I find peace and the freedom the my mind needs through this NoFap process. I wish to find the inspiration and support I need from this community.

Looking forward to live the life I was destined to live, a happy one.

 

My first move is to spend my time reading this forum instead of watching porn, hopefully learning new strategies.

 

Thank you and I am hoping to start my journal and be one of the success stories for other people looking for inspiration.