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First day on Nofap. I have been trying to stop for a lot of years. Found pornography at around age 10. I have made 2 week long streaks a few times and made it also a month one time. I have always struggled with anxiety and lack of confidence. The times I made those streaks my anxiety lessened a lot and I was so much more confident. I really changed around 10 years of age at the snap of a finger. The once energetic and funny little guy all of the sudden became very afraid of people and really self concoius and quite. It was around the same time I found pmo. I can't help but think the two are related. Especially when my social anxiety pretty much disappeared when I made my streaks. I can do this. I want my life back. I have never really dated. I did once but had some difficulty with some sexual issues. It has really worried me. After reading some Nofap material, I see that a reboot can heal me. I am very relieved. I want my life back. I think this place will help. I am ready to face urges and temptations.

 

Thank you very much for taking the time to encourage me. Will do.