New to this and really in the rabbit hole

Hey guys, I am a 26 year old man who has struggled with this branch of sex addiction for a while now. As of late my obsessions and urges are more and more prevalent. I’m in therapy right now to gather why I’m in so deep but I have some guesses. Lately I’ve been hooked on this online financial Domme and it’s getting really rocky. I feel hypnotized and completely out of control for the real first time. I’ve tried going nofap before last year and lasted about 3weeks only. Anyone else have issues with femdom/findom or just have general insights I’m looking forward to talking with you for some needed guidance and brothership. Peace