New to this place,gonna start low

Hello there,my brothers and sisters,come here from Karma Charger(he mentioned "nofap" community,so im here).Here the important note-im not native English speaker(Russian),but as you see,can do some typo here,so if you can-use more simple words,please!

Now,to myself-im 19,and i HAVE problem with porn,but it seems to be not grown to much right now,fap to porn since,i dunno,maybe 13,but i saw one bit in 5-8...I didnt see too much of it bcs i mometally switched tapes(yep,wanted to see some toons but instead got some porn...some seconds already enough),then start thinking about "this",good thing i didnt know about masturbation,untill 13,when the whole thing start to work.

From this to present day,faped 1 time per day,rare if 3 times per day.Others(familly and etc) probably doesnt know about it,and i kinda in fear that somebody gonna find it out.Good gosh i didnt start to watch some kinky-ass stuff,but stopped on R34,yet some times going to vanilla...

Well,im still a virgin,and dont have any EXP in this love stuff,yet really want to have a GF,but life is hard-mine is not so hard,but sets up some problems-1.Im afraid of same age people(school bulling(after one of the incedents-changed school),then im getting ignored mostly(in new school-bcs somebody spreaded what i did in prev. one)-thats is the worst,but last years of school they start talk to me a little,they still ignoring me).2.This is accomplies 1. -I dont get jokes what comes to me,this played with my reactions on provocations in school(that how i start get bullied),after this-I dont trust sameages,start develop paranoia.3.-I dont get interested in girls(but im not gay definatly),and never approach them,bcs shy and etc.,you get it(still cant do that)
Phew...well,i cant throw all stuff here,im gonna answer more on questions.
Im not here solely of porn problem,but it still goes with it anyway,soo yeah-i need help.
i wanted to give it a try and,again,start low-1 week probably,if it gonna be succesfull-gonna rise the bet,more and more,wish me luck,bros and siss