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I am really sorry if this post does not belong here.
I have what I'd call a severe porn and crossdressing addiction. I was about thirteen or so when I started to indulge in pornography almost daily, and it has taken severe consequences in my personal life.
At the start, it was just the vanilla stuff. A lot of digital art and animations, nothing too severe or extreme. I didn't think much of it back in the day, because I thought it was normal to be curious about the things of that nature.
But now, it has spiralled down to a cross-dressing ''addiction''. I've thrown some my gear away because I cannot shake off the feeling of guilt whenever I do it. I've also deleted all the videos and NSFW content on my laptop, but I still haven't been able to get rid off pictures of myself posing. I've got some friends that are aware of those things I do, whom I've actually shared those pictures with, and have complimented me, which I reckon made me accept it as normal and made me like it even more. I've also posted those in a few different places, and the responses I got made it all more thrilling.
I tried to convince myself that they're just an artistic outlet and I was just experimenting, but I reckon that's not it.
It hasn't come to the extent where it affects my job and family/friends/significant other, but I reckon it's really close to doing that, since I live in a constant state of guilt and deep regret, and it's really bringing me down.
I apologise if this is not the appropriate place to post it, but I'm in dire need of advice. Has anyone been through similar situations? How do you cope with it?
Thanks for anyone who might reply to this post.
I have what I'd call a severe porn and crossdressing addiction. I was about thirteen or so when I started to indulge in pornography almost daily, and it has taken severe consequences in my personal life.
At the start, it was just the vanilla stuff. A lot of digital art and animations, nothing too severe or extreme. I didn't think much of it back in the day, because I thought it was normal to be curious about the things of that nature.
But now, it has spiralled down to a cross-dressing ''addiction''. I've thrown some my gear away because I cannot shake off the feeling of guilt whenever I do it. I've also deleted all the videos and NSFW content on my laptop, but I still haven't been able to get rid off pictures of myself posing. I've got some friends that are aware of those things I do, whom I've actually shared those pictures with, and have complimented me, which I reckon made me accept it as normal and made me like it even more. I've also posted those in a few different places, and the responses I got made it all more thrilling.
I tried to convince myself that they're just an artistic outlet and I was just experimenting, but I reckon that's not it.
It hasn't come to the extent where it affects my job and family/friends/significant other, but I reckon it's really close to doing that, since I live in a constant state of guilt and deep regret, and it's really bringing me down.
I apologise if this is not the appropriate place to post it, but I'm in dire need of advice. Has anyone been through similar situations? How do you cope with it?
Thanks for anyone who might reply to this post.
