New Year , New Me

Greetings friends
I'm not really new here but this new account is my newest attempt and this will be the successful one therefore, I won't reveal my previous account name - this is a clean slate.

What about me well, I'm 33 this year and I've been a furious masterbator since discovering pornography when I was about 10. I've long since realized the negativity of my behavior but stopping or changing has been the greatest struggle of my life - waxing and waning between deep depression and a non chalent attitude about the problem which has never contributed to any long term success.

I've often felt because I'm cognizant of the problem, I can fix it on my own but it hasn't worked out that way. I'm proud at least that I've completed alot of self realization but I'm also now aware that I need to tap into the knowledge of people who have succeeded before me.

I'm here and I'm a pretty open person. I'm very talkative and I'll probably wind up contributing to a wide array of topics , hopefully making some friends along the way.

Advance thanks for welcoming me again - This is the year of success.

 

- Does anyone know
Hell no, and if anyone suspects, I don't want to know if they know.

I understand what your saying and I'm glad it was good for you but I don't think that's something I could share. While it is a shame I carry, I believe it's the result of my own actions, it's my Burden to bare, mine to fix and mine to keep private. Outside of the anonymity this forum offers, I won't ever share these details.