Newbie

I stumbled onto this site about a week ago. I am looking to make a change in my life as most people here are doing. The time I realised I had a problem is last Monday (the day before my Philosophy AS Exam), I fapped around 6 times and wasted considerable amount of time. After the 6th time I looked myself in the mirror and realised that this is not right. It didn't even feel good, I was doing it for the sake of doing it.

I read around on the site and the benefits and the stories inspired me. A lot of the common addiction symptoms described me perfectly; depressed, needy, anti-social, a pushover. I have been with a couple girls but not as many as I would like, or had sex, I mostly cower away when something happens, or I get depressed it doesn't happen (like in the Porn). I have been "sober" for 9 days and now im hitting a struggle, every part of my body seems to be screaming for the release. I read that support helps the most, so I though why not join the forum dedicated to this.

So here I am, and 18 year old boy looking to change his life.