Day 0. PMO does nothing for me. I am completely addicted. I have no idea why I am so self-destructive. Why I am so unmotivated. So stuck. I am going to set nofap.org/forum as my webpage again. I need to start reading journals again. I am just so tired of everything. I want to give up. I have nothing going for me right now... I feel completely lost. Numb. I feel like I am too old to overcome this. Too deep. Too lost. I'm fed up with everything. I'm sick of resetting my counter. I'm sick of posting in my journal. I am so depressed right now. I think I will make a new audio blog and find an AP. My life completely sucks. I am so low. Rock bottom. It could be worst. But it could be a lot better. Pray for me guys. I have lost my way. God help us.