No Ejaculation and Masturbation

Hi all. Very old user coming back here.
I've had quite a journey and found my way to bring porn free through tantra and energetic work.

Not having a partner right now, I've been exploring my sexuality through mastutbation and decided to come back here to explore how I can be true to my sexual nature solo.

I think SR is definitely something I want to explore. I'd like to enjoy my body and mastutbate too, at least until i can get my sexual needs met with another person.

My issues are staying out of fantasy as I don't think that helps my p issues and I know if i get into fantasy, I'll easily go into the ejaculation zone.

Does anybody practice M without O here?
I'd like to discuss this
I have done M without O but I need to cut it out.
 
It's called a chaser, it makes you hungry for more. I've struggled a lot with edging. All it does is make you frustrated and even if I avoid fantasy and porn, the pent up hormones will keep me up at night and destroy my sleep until I just fall out of sheer fatigue. It's a no win game that you only play because you want to keep feeling the pleasure to escape whatever pain you are medicating. Here is my recent post on edging:
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/ulysses-resists-ongoing-journal.356154/page-5#post-3766439
 
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