I'm not sure how to deal with not having any friends. Talking to strangers (beyond meaningless small talk) is tough for me. I can half-ass small talk, but it seems pointless to me. It reminds me of the sims and just getting that social bar up so I don't paint a face on a bag of potatoes and start treating it like a child. The only place I really feel comfortable approaching strangers is in the bar and bar friends arn't really friends. I can only do this with guys, though. Talking to women is a whole other problem. Once I get into a streak of nofap, I get looks from women a lot, but I don't even try to think about approaching anymore. At least before I would actually think about talking to them, but now I've become complaisant with never bothering beyond a quick glance. I'm starting to think about actually trying now, but I think I just expect too much of myself and I'm afraid of failing. Even if I did approach, what would I say? Just ask pointless questions? Would women even be interested in me if they found out that I don't have much of a life? That I don't even have a job?