No other choice but to develop discipline

In my thought life, in my online browsing, This is my main issue these days. I live alone so no one to confide in or be accountable to. This addition sucks, It has me doing things entirely out of my character. I will continue to be positive about this though. I have had some small victories battling this disease and will continue to build on my successes. I have no porn saved on my computer now. A year ago, vastly more. I do continue to watch the tube sites and will download. But come to my senses and delete. So I have been doing this for a little while and is a huge step for me. I just need something to fill this hole porn has ripped out of me. So yes, porn free but continue to do stupid shit. But the stupid is becoming less prevalent, am starting to get stronger. sorry for rambling on but gotta vent.