Recently and in the past year or two I have come to reason that a lot of my anxiety is rooted in that of my addiction to porn and masterbation. Most days my body feels almost numb. When people say something funny, it really never sparks me, when I have a chance to do something sexually with a girl my emotions and anxiety get the best of me. The end and a new beginning starts today: May 32, 2018. My goal is to go without PMO until the end of the summer, which will be in September. My contingencies are that if I find myself comfortable with a girl, then it would be acceptable to do something with her. However, if my anxiety takes over then my body and mind are still not ready to endure so I will avoid. Thanks, I hope you all enjoy my journey and God Bless
