No PMO April

Thank you for this. I’m back to my senses

 

What I needed. I appreciate you

 

Do you like know any magic word I could tell myself so I can use focus and meditate at work while I’m horny

 

I’m a store clerk

 

So times I feel dizzy when I’m on desk. I don’t like that. I know I need to work. My mind knows it needs to work. But I really don’t know why sometimes I can’t focus on work. Is it cos I smoke weed too? Tbh I love weed. I’ve tried cutting it tho

 

I find myself peeking at sexual contents and it’s makes my p move towards erecting but I close the page when I notice my body changing.

 

I don’t know if that’s relapse yet but I’ll try not to do that again. I get bored and sometimes want to learn how to do so many things when making love but I know I don’t need those things now not till I’ve completed my 90 days.

I’m trying guys. I’m trying. Done it before. I know I can do this again.

 

I’ve decided now I’m not going to peek at Porn or any sex related image. If I do this, I won’t M and I still won’t touch my genital, I’ll touch only when I want to pee and wash. Day 0 for me.



my mind has been tricky lately

 

So today is Day 1 for me of no PMO hard mode for 10 days. I’m not going to be peeking at any sexual contents today so it won’t lead to the rest. And when I get those racing thoughts, I’ll make sure I exercise immediately till I feel pain. I’ll let you guys know how it goes.

 

Hey guys I’m 26 years old today. I feel challenged. I don’t know if I’m suppose to feel like that

 

I won’t lie it’s been kinda hard. I’m just going to stick with NO PMO.

 

I noticed I’ve been hard on myself trying to do all this challenges. So I’m going to go one at a time.

Goal. no peeking of P or any sexual content.

 

Day 13 for me guys. I’ll do this and I won’t look back.

 

Tbh at this stage of no PMO i feel normal. I don’t get too excited like I use to when I see girls or talk to this. I usually just want to orgasm then, like I could not wait for the next ejaculation(sex because I haven’t M for a while now and I don’t think about it, but I love sleeping with girls like I enjoy it).


Since I haven’t PMO for 13days. When I’m around girls, I just flow with the vibe and not want everything , and when I say everything I mean everything including talks and eye contacts to result to O.


I’m not going back guys. I did this before, I fell back into the trap and now I’m out of it.

I’m still on NO PMO APRIL

 

How often do I think about sex after 14 days of no pmo? I haven’t taking note of that yet. But before this 14 days streak, man, I think of sleeping with someone almost everyday, sometimes 5 hours when I don’t want to (can you imagine, I don’t want to think about sex but I still find myself thinking about it for hours). It’s was a big brain problem. I couldn’t control it even when I want to focus on other stuffs, it’s still finds its way to crawl back in.

 

I’m going to congratulate myself for doing this for 15 days and still going. I really miss my girl tho. But I don’t want her I feel I’m taking advantage of her and using her to cure my sexual urge instead of trying to create a lovely scenario filled with affections.