Hey, my name's Will and I've been hooked ever since I was 12 years old and I'm 28 now. I really need to get this out of my life. I'm starting this journal for myself so that my journey can be witnessed by you guys 
. I think it's powerful to admit my addiction out in the open and tell the truth. There's a lot of power in telling the truth and this is a safe place to do it. I'm currently on day 4 and I'm definitely feeling the urges. I get a jolt of warmth when I use PMO, but I realize that's not real warmth. It literally only lasts a split second and then I crash back to Earth worse than before. I need to get rid of this or I will never unlock my true potential. Eventually in my life, I want to settle down with a nice lady, but before I can do that, I need to move beyond this addiction. I wish you all the best in your journey's as well .
. I think it's powerful to admit my addiction out in the open and tell the truth. There's a lot of power in telling the truth and this is a safe place to do it. I'm currently on day 4 and I'm definitely feeling the urges. I get a jolt of warmth when I use PMO, but I realize that's not real warmth. It literally only lasts a split second and then I crash back to Earth worse than before. I need to get rid of this or I will never unlock my true potential. Eventually in my life, I want to settle down with a nice lady, but before I can do that, I need to move beyond this addiction. I wish you all the best in your journey's as well .