Hi guys, As many of us, I am addicted to porn! And I have a problem that worries me a lot! When I know, I can watch porn, I can’t say no! Never could! When I lived with my parents, they helped me, no tv, no internet, and boom, 2 months no PMO! And now in my own department I have no television, no internet access, just an iphone and ipad, that are restricted! And will be even better restricted. But when I visit friends or parents and have access to one of their internet devices I lose control! I sit in front of the PC, and I get weaker and weaker, then just a glimpse, and then a full PMO session. I really really hate it. And I still did not rebooted and I don’t know, if I ever will reach 90 days! Sure I want to reach 90 days, I am doing sport, what my doctor recommended, I try to help people and fill my mind with good things, eating healthy, to lower my libido to make urge and cravings less, so the chances are low to relapse. I hate my mistakes, my low self control, i hate it ... If anybody answers, you are welcome, maybe you, got an advice. Good night, Buddys.