No PMO April

I’ll update here everyday on my behaviors and thoughts towards sex and women.

I really don’t want to orgasm anymore. I need my whole spirit and mind for this race of becoming better everyday.


Goals:

No more touching myself
NO more PM
No more initiating sex
No ejaculation


Can anyone help me everyday activities or mind control thing so I can be able to complete this streak.

I’ll try my best not to relapse and when i do, I’ll update here still so I can take not of why I acted that way.

 

Yes I know. I’m not gonna edge or even allow a drop of semen outta my genitals

 

Thank you

 

Today is going great.

 

So far I haven’t had much sexual thoughts today. I’m back to work and trying to stay focus on this task form hours

 

I’m a mess. I really don’t know what happened right now but I couldn’t control this sexual thoughts. I’m unhappy. I lost my seed. I felt it soon as it left me. I had sex and ejaculated. Im back to day 0

 

I couldn’t control the sexual thoughts. It came like storm of thoughts. I tried l, I left the room but still all wanted was to have sex.

at first I didn’t want to ejaculate, I went for minutes then she said she was tired I stoped for a min, she want to the bathroom but I still followed her. I really don’t know what I behaved like that, I should have stopped and held my seed but instead I wanted to let go.

I was in control of this last year, I don’t know how I got hooked again.

I really don’t want to get hooked.
I hate thinking sex sex sex when I’m with a girl.

 

I can’t control myself man. I think I’m a sex addict.

 

Not like I think of sex everyday but when I’m with my girl or ex I hate watching myself initiate sex. I don’t want to be that man.

 

I’ve tried that before but I saw little fluid inside the condom, I didn’t feel it leaving my body like when I’m drained from ejaculating. Is that normal?

 

And I think there is also release semen before actual sperm. Cos one time I was able to separate them when I was about to orgasm so I can save energy and still be hard for the next round. Does that make sense to you?

 

I’m still doing this guys. I think this should be day 2 for me of no P M O

 

I’m still going strong. Can’t really feel my dick cos I’m been using my brains lately to think. I’m doing this till 31th of March and will continue till 100 days. I know I can. I need my mind right so I can see things around me

 

I’m here again. I’m able to select what to think about also I know wen sexual thoughts are arising and I’m still try to seize it totally in my brain before another rises