No PMO April

My girl what’s to come around today. I’m flat broke and need all of myself right now. I can’t have her around cos I know she’ll want to have sex and when that happens I’m sure I won’t be happy after ejaculating because I didn’t want that even if I wanted it.

 

I caught myself touching my genital and I was enjoying it until I felt that heat I stopped. I don’t want to ever do that again. I don’t even know why I did (mayb cos I wanted) even if I knew what it meant. It has been easy tho and I don’t want to stop now for a short term pleasure.

 

Here are my goals

Goals:

No more touching myself
NO more PM
No more initiating sex
No ejaculation
No begging for what’s not mine
I’ll try so hard not to look at a woman’s body twice and sexualize (shot can be difficult) but I know I can control this eyes and thoughts

 

I just fap not to porn but solo. I feel terrible. I didn’t want to do it but I just kept touching my dick man. I broke my 6 days streak. I’m starting again. I must do this. I want to enjoy my life 6 months from now.

 

My goal remains the same.

Goals:

No more touching myself
NO more PM
No more initiating sex
No ejaculation
No begging for what’s not mine
I’ll try so hard not to look at a woman’s body twice and sexualize (shot can be difficult) but I know I can control this eyes and thoughts



I’m starting my streak again

 

I noticed I wanted my dick hard so bad cos I haven’t felt it for this. It’s been soft for almost a week and it’s like I couldn’t feel my dick I’m guessing maybe that why I fapped. Now I won’t touch that area unless and washing of peeing. No more trying to see how hard it can get. Damn my mind tricked me

 

I noticed I haven’t touched my genital but I’ve been thinking of sex today which I honestly don’t want. I’m still going guys

 

I caught myself touching and feeling my genital I took my hands off immediately I noticed. I’m starting with this no touching my genitals so I can keep my fappy hands away from my penis

 

I noticed if I don’t look at a woman’s body (breast and ass) I won’t have any sexual thoughts not to mention having an erection

 

I’m still doing this guys 6 days strong. Imma keep going. I had crazy urge for 48 hours, I didn’t touch my penis still and I didn’t have sex even with a vagina by my side

 

When I’m around a girl. I’m not initiating sex, girls in my area don’t jump on dick. They act innocent like they don’t crave for sex and dicks. I tend to stay calm and not allow to running thoughts speak for me

 

So I met this girl today, knew her from a long time ago and I really don’t but do want to have sex but my don’t is higher than my do. I also do think reading somethings on this forums turns me on or sometimes makes me go on googled start seeing things I don’t want to see.

 

I’ll try to notice stuffs that make me want to have sex so bad. I’m trying to look for the triggers. I know I can keep my hands still and not choke my p. But when it comes to wanting a V to have sex with. I think wild and wide and I don’t like it. Sometimes I think I might leak semen due to those thoughts.

 

I hate when I think of Sex man. It makes me feel ashamed of myself because I’m suppose to be have my mind focused on money instead of a woman’s body.

 

I’m trying guys. Now in my 7 days no PMO.

 

New goal.

Don’t look at a woman’s body twice to avoid getting those thoughts that leads to wanting to orgasm.

I’ll see if that helps me, I’ll definitely update here.

 

I’m obsessed with ass. I know it’s nothing but i just can’t help the thoughts that it’s ass. I do have anal sex tho with women, maybe that’s why. And I’m straight not gay

 

So I just had sex and I’m surprised I didn’t feel bad about ejaculating, I don’t know why it’s like that but I really did enjoy it. I’m still on my no PMO March but I’m trying to hard to go hard mode. Can’t go hard mode for more than 2 weeks because girls keep wanting to come to my place and that makes me end my streak.

 

I really don’t want to engage in sex now cos I hate initiating sex.