I am currently studying in grade 10 and about to enter grade 11. I have been addicted to porn and fapping for over 3 years. I used to fap around 5 or 6 times a day every day. I thought it was a good thing and that it would help my future life. Oh how wrong I was. After a year or so I basically felt nothing. No fun, no pleasure, just emptiness. I'm on day 1 right now and this is the day I have relapsed the most. I am a nobody. I have been mocked, bullied, and basically ran over by everyone since I was 6 years old. My parents don't know that. I just wanted to change myself. I am overweight, smeared with pimples, and basically a soy boy. I can be a man. I will be a man. I have started working out doing cardio mixed with weight lifting. I am focusing on my studies as well. Next 2 years I will be in a boarding school so I won't be able to share my progress. But I will when I get back home. It feels good to vent it out. It feels amazing to be with other people who are going through the same thing. No loneliness you know. We can all make it brahs. We all can. Cheers.