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NoFap a true turning point in my life already

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Supercanadian, Jan 15, 2014.

  1. Supercanadian

    Supercanadian Fapstronaut

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    The past 1 1/2 years have been terrible to be honest. Im in a relationship i dont want to be in. We have a baby son which complicates the issues.

    However I NEED to break up I cant be in the relationship anymore it tears me apart from the inside out and stresses me to no end. At least were not living togeather anymore, though i do miss my son i see him three times a week whenever I can. But then shes in the picture. I dont know why she wont let go its been obvoius i have no more affection for her i care about her. I love her and hope she does good. But just with out me.

    I always felt trapped. But now I feel empowerment, that i dont have to live under her rules i can stand up for myself. Feel like im going to explode, just not in my pants, like i am going to really do something for myself, the way i want for once in my life.

    The last time i wanted to do things my way, I was naive thinking alcohol was all i needed to be happy. I nearly drank my self to death, litterally. Just two years ago i was drinking over a liter of vodka per day. Without it i would shake like i had parkisons. Now with that out of the picture for a year n a half. I found out just in the past 7 days, NoFap is the answer ive been looking for in sobriety. The next step to improvement and happyness. No support group could bring, besides you guys and all your inspiring stories and help. I was worried nothing would bring me true happyness. But i found it. Only fapped once in the past 6 days and i feel for once i have true potential

    Just sharing my story and having been the one trying whatever i could to find happyness this was it all along. I know it sounds over the top but i mean it all. im just looking to spark some encouragement for those struggiling as i just was a few hours ago.
     
  2. Misby34

    Misby34 Fapstronaut

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    I'm glad you found the motivation to this page. It's hard, but with our help you can do it. Wish you good luck man! :) How old are you?
     
  3. Supercanadian

    Supercanadian Fapstronaut

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    I am 21, I know i already have a lot of history. But maybe its a good thing and ill find the answers early on, rather then later.
     

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