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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by MONSTER MONK, Mar 3, 2019.
I'm finally a worker.
Given how much I've messed up in the past, I don't have the right to judge anybody. And there is no use in beating myself up about my past mistakes. No matter what my situation is, I can always choose to make the most out of that situation.
Day 119, check!
Relapse, again day 0.
Some would call this Freedom!
Share your thoughts on this journey
well thoughts are just like more than 1000 bilions but the most important thing is not a thought is a fact and I want to tell this fact to all that are struggling hoping to give many some new strenght and the fact is that many people, as me, are here because fap transformed them in a person they don't like and so was I, I hated myself for so many time, I hate everything about me:
my grades drastically became worse and worse
my body became weaker and weaker
my mind that wasn't able to concetrate
my personality that didn't exist I was always victim of the events
my willpower that were able to stop NoFap before this for 30 days just one time and then only binge and binge
my tastes weirder and weirder
well by now my journey is only at the beginning and I know that 90 days are not enough to change almost 10 years of bad habits but already by now I can tell you that I'm not the same person anymore in all these aspects:
I study intensly and every day and I'm finally getting the degree I was late for
I finally got a cool I even grew taller since I finally able to stand( and at 23 being already tall 193cm and became 195 is quiet difficult , and I use metric sistem dear americans like the rest of the world get used to it )
I have finally clear mind and I am able to concentrate, I had a lot of free time these days so I read the Harry Potter's saga like I used to, read all the 7 books in 6 days, in the worst days I was tired at page 50 of the first book
I handle my responsaility and stand up for my reasons
my willpower came back and I can engage in what I want without fear, I started more personal challenge and I can handle them(like saturday I told myself that I could watch an episode of tv series and so did I just one then black screen)
tastes are finally going back to normal and I can talk easily with girls since my mind don't wander to these dangerous places
is quiet long I know and it's even all I wanted to say but by now is good I think
July 31, 2019
Reset Date: 7/31/19
Very happy for you man
Keep the good work replace the dark habit with real life events
The date of a new beginning.. do not give up my friend
Thanks man, I appreciate it and that's exactly what I'm trying to do. Hope to make it, and you too so not give up on your streak
Day 108 completed
Yesterday i was reading my own journal and I came to really appreciate all the hardships i encountered while reaching here.... The journey is not an easy one but it is surely the one worth fighting for .
And after accomplishing your goal... You will come to know anything is possible ..
You can use your confidence in other areas of your life
Daily check in
@MASTER MONK I am in pleasant rank now.
Day 3 completed, just about. A relapse three days ago and had cravings last night but pulled myself back in time. The fight continues!
Day 90 completed. Feel great.
@MASTER MONK please update me to Lt. Colonel.
Congratulations, great achievement !!