D30 Hell mode I got up early and studied all day. In the afternoon I went out to buy Christian books and spent more than planned. I made some modifications to the script of the play. I think that on Wednesday I return to work and get depressed. God will open a door in this, I'm sure.
Count me in on hell mode. I need to live a good life. That's the only possible way to overcome the addiction anyway.
Good day, starting disorganized on timeline. Will need to be punctual. Playing some drill sergeant videos keeping motivated. Is @Saiyan123 on the list? If not you're missing the training camp. To signup see the first page of this thread.
Hi there, I slipped up so back to slave rank. My duel brothers @Saiyan123 @Turtleboi come on to the bootcamp, let's create a strong and unbreakable team! If you go hell mode, I will too!
well day 60 hell mode checking I am at 2 months again I got a promotion @MASTER MONK but most important I reached this goal again in the last 197 days I had two streaks(127 60 and 10 of my dark side) I feel good I had a weird dream about a relapse tonight but I was able to stop it then I woke and I immediately went to the gym to workout to overcome this thing then I studied and learnt I feel powerful and ready this time I have no goal in days I will continue until I will be done and I am not done yet
Salute! Day 30 report is here . Regular things, been on the book, not going too hard though, just preparing for tomorrow university classes . Ate only high nutrition foods, none sweet . Drank water and now I am sipping gingsen tea. I didn't work out, it is a rest day . Went 7km walk to uni and back. Cut my beard. I haven't shave it for 30 days but I shorten it every 3-5- 7 days to a real short . Much love .
D31 modo Hell. Intense day: In the morning: theology class. In the afternoon: more classes. Then I went to the Church to teach about regeneration, adoption and union with Christ. 11 students attended (it was my largest class so far). At night: I went to the gym after three weeks of being absent, because PM had tempted me, using his usual cunning. Then, at home, I was watching a movie on television, when I was hit by the scene of a kiss. It didn't include PM, of course, but something inside of me hurt a little...apparently, after 61 days of abstinence from PM, such a scene affects me, so no more movies of that style for a while.
Alrighty. Day One. Today I went to school which was pretty usual. Got stuff done! And then in the evening I went to therapy.
Good day, I think soldiers here noticed the account alerts. About nofap foundrasing. After reading the doc, let me briefly tell what's going on here. It's a court case, nofap founder against a neuroscientist and her company. It's been 3 years of harassments from social medias. And recently escalated. Some of the allegations from her: The founder is a misogynist. This forum/founder is promoting an extreme group. The founder is harrasing her through letters and social medias. The fund raised would be used for this case. The founder is suing the neuroscientist. I've been following the founder for 3 month. I haven't seen any miso posts, any promotions to the group, or any cyber attacks. Infact, I saw the opposite. Maybe soldiers think why I should care about. The thing is in the worst case, we might lose this forum, this thread and this safe place to text about our problem. I'm expecting to hear more from the forum. I support the founder by writing this post.
day 61 the hell mode checking in Went to a concert yesterday and went good we had fun came back early so this morning I woke early and went to the gym to train like hell then I studied a bit and I gave some lessons to earn some extra money for myself because you know, it's not bad having them All is under control flatline in going away and hard times are coming back it's always a challenge
Salute! Day 31 report is here. All day in the university from 8 to 6.30 . Very social day to me, I spend it with lot of female attention to me. Felt like a King between men. My tutors respect me. They know I am coming. Did workout . And here is me, don't giving attention to nothing. I just reflected on the day. Yes, I am happy. But the moment I experience the female attraction to me, the respect from my teachers. All is past. No place for ego, but honour .I am thankful to them, and to you. I am tired now, eating fruits, my eyes are closing and it is early. From 3-5 days I am looking to watch some movies but tomorrow I will find time, no worries. He who believes in good, must not worry. A worry is for those who try to cheat. An honest man gets up, do his heart, slowly and humbly. Does not care. At all. Much love to all .
D32 Hell mode. Today I returned to work, after more than a week of absence. The same boredom of working in an office, but today things did not go wrong. Once at home, I was preparing my class next Tuesday (sanctification).
Day 2 Mostly productive day, but not the best day either... Went to school. Took a test I forgot I had. In the evening went to dinner with my family.
Good day, finished a long time unsolved problem. Will write a list of problems and take them checked one by one. One month to the next prmotion.
I'm doing everything wrong, I leave a book near me at bedtime but I don't read them, I haven't protected my phone from porn sites, I'm not studying what I should, it's all wrong. This has to change, I will finish TODAY my work of literature and I will also finish TODAY, my work of Chemistry, I want to eliminate the problems of my life in order to improve myself and also to be happy. It's my day 0, but i don't care, i need to focus on the present, and i'll.
