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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by MONSTER MONK, Mar 3, 2019.
Good luck my friend!
the hell mode day 62 checking in:
the hell in Italy is very cold this year but still I woke early to hit the gym and train like hell
I came back and then went to work and went really good, I took some more charge than usual
finally since it wasn't enough I hitted the library to study a bit
isn't enough? it's dinner time then I will go to my soccer's training
Salute! Day 32 report is here . A friend of mine called me for lunch, I was doing researches . Read a lil, will read now some more. Tomorrow will take a new book . More social. Talking to people . Kind of . Even though I am enormously social, I am a shinobi. Don't really enjoy speaking and sharing with people. If they are high quality only...
I sense it . Be more careful when you talk to yourself . You might burnout . But.. none of my business .
Much love .
D33 Hell mode
Today I was in my afternoon class, then I went to the Church prayer meeting and then to the gym. I think I got rid of the memory of the foolish kiss, so I hope to continue calmly as I have been doing, always alert for possible new attacks.
I need to focus on studies, but need to focus on some rest too, i can't control myself too much, in the end i'm just a human, i'm not a machine.
Day 28 check. No problem so far !
Day 0. Everyone here is making progress and i'm stopped at the same point i was on the beginning of everything. This game called life are overwhelmingly hard. I need to be more strong.
Are we, really ? You cannot know others but the self .
Many people are players who just wanna score . Look inside. I struggle wit' this too .
Nothing is what it seems .
My inside is broken, not by love, by life. i'll be more friendly with me, i really need this. Hope you never feel the emotional pain that i suffer because of this addiction and my personal problems.
you're right my friend but unfortunately I have to take some risks from time to time in order to finally achieve my goals
anyway daily check in
the hell mode day 63:
Well yesterday evening I went to the soccer's training and it was too soft for me so this morning after waking up early and obvly had my routine I went directly to the gym to recover the time lost
went perfectly then came back home to follow some course
this afternoon I am studying and finally I'll enjoy some time off since tomorrow is my birthday
to close a curiosity
while I am doing this to overcome my problems a friend of mine to overcome his enroll to a program to become a P actor.
me and my friends don't have the same vision of life
Hey dude. Don't get so down on yourself. I'm the same. I keep relapsing. But guess what? The more I relapse, the more I remember how much I hate PMO. I know that sounds crazy, but maybe don't look down on yourself for relapsing. Instead, take the lessons each relapse teaches you. You're making more progress than you think! Just keep on fighting. I'm here for you bro.
D34 Hell mode
It was a very good day. I enjoyed the pleasant reality of living with my mind in peace, not only for having obtained 64 days of freedom from PM, but because I did not love money, I do not live for work as my colleagues do.
Day 1 Today I worked on a project when I woke up. A satirical piece on socialism. Then I went to school and presented the project. I'm putting together plans for daily routines with good habits filled in it and I'm putting together plans for college. I'm about to start applying soon! Super nervous, but excited. I've been working on personal spiritual things too and I feel like I'm taking at least a baby step forward.
Day 33 , 34 - exhaustion . Left my fasting couldn't. Need energy for my brain. It just collapse yesterday . Leaded to 11 dead hours of sleep .
Finished classes and reviewed exam. My thinking and focus abilities are improved without noticed. At the same time my appetite increased. This lieutenant will put some pounds for sure.
Sexual related offense is quite common in the actual military. Reasons:
Bored with training everyday.
Nothing to do except trainings.
Sexual under influence (SUI) by beers, drugs and porn (bdp).
Those are just part of the combinaton. Weekend is approching, stay motivated folks.
Relapse on Wed but back on track now, it's Day 3 and I know that when I choose PMO, I'm choosing misery. One technique I will use, aside from putting my smartphone in our letterbox at night, is to take about 10-15 books down from our library bookshelves that I haven't got around to reading, and remember that in the amount of time I've spent PMOing over the last 3-4 years, I could have read them all...bit like carrying a pound of butter to represent your weight loss type thing. Feeling motivated again.
day 64 the hell mode checking in:
Today I turn 24 and this evening will have a party with friends but this morning I kept on having all my routines
studied hard and went to the match to give my 200%
today wasn't enough
I tried but I'll try again and again altough we are in the bottom positions I will never give up
D35 Hell mode
I got up early and studied all day, preparing my class next Tuesday (union with Christ). Now, a while ago, I memorized my dialogues for the play of the Church, which will be in mid-December (I have the main role, I play a businessman, who realizes that his life is meaningless, he repent of your sins and receive salvation)